Tuesday, August 04, 2009
WHOA! what a ride.
I was referring to last week.
Yes.
Alhamdulillah that mum's operation went well.
then there's other problems.
Training's been good. Wei Lun and me are picking up the speed ey!
hahaha.
i got kicked on sunday. yes the match.
i didnt retaliate immediately. But i did. I kinda stepped on one of the opponent and made everyone mad. Including my teammates.
It felt good initially. Like damn good. I mean yeah, it was not my fault for the first incident. And you guys kicked me? heh!
My point is I hate being stepped on for my kindness or everything.
Yes I am playing soccer, but too bad uh if the referee dont think it is a foul.
And after the stepping on opponent incident, I felt that all my stress are like out you know. Like in the game, outside game, school, people, all the problems, Like Damn Relieved. But reflecting back, it is not good. To retaliate, to be the bad guy. Thus I have to keep my cool.
Or be the bitch as people like to call it; you accept the shit they throw at you, then use that to fuel up ur motivation,not anger, and prove them wrong.
But for the record, it feels great for that few seconds, of not being a Nice Person.
Oh and thank you Yasmin for taking your time to meet me in seperate days. Talking bout everything and anything and being a psychiatrist, and yeah, you better speak malay baku the nexttime we meet! hahha
and Luqman, gerek dok bbual ngn kau over nasi lemak and thru the wee hours. and ko betterget well soon dok.
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