dear oh dear, these past two to three weeks, been happening lately. very happening.
aunt,grandaunt,cousi,n,a friend,distant uncle, passed away. in just two weeks. whol family is tired,gloomy, sad and a bit edgy.
death, what things in life reminds u about death? for me, it's the cold water i bathe everytime i reached home from a football match.
when i entered the icu ward of late grandaunt, she's going. but not yet. i brokedown internally. stay strong i said. i cant let the aunties and uncle breakdown too. i went to hide myself from everyone else for a while.
and i came back, i whispered prayers into her ears till i strain my back and i cant move. and i just had to go home said dad. i couldnt sleep, thinking of life and death. sober. slept on the sofa sitting down when mum woke me up,crying.
i love all of you guys.
well, it's a learning experience. like i said, what things in life reminds you of death?
i remain silent for quite sometime. but i have work, sis psp and a few close friends to keep me by. and im glad today's saturday.
