holidays. went futsal-ing with guys from Hua YiSecondary. Not with the usuals, but with the 'express' people. Fadhil,Faiz,Zak,Yong Xun,Shaiful,Nash,Raimi and others.
was great hanging out with them. and did you know, Nash is now my sedara. AND I DONT MEAN COZ OUR SKIN COLOUR OK! hahaha.
im actually just here wasting time. blogging.
oh, and remember the previous post? when i say what if that special someone doesnt turns out to be. remember that? haha. it happened i guess. but its ok. because changing is happening. and im surprise the battle between a self optimist and pessimist inside of me did not prolong. i mean i just have to take both of them and shut them up. take control, i say.
and i come to a conclusion, though as much as it didnt turn out to be, it is great actually. a phrase one might have heard; 'i hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene' Familiar enough? =) actually kan, im assuming the worse. lol. but the way my brain thinks now, compared to years ago, im glad it changed. the cognitive process so to say. and im glad, really.
