ok..currently im feeling, confused,malas,tired,neither hppy nor sad all in one. ader orng cakap macam shampoo eh!

but yeah, so i gues that sums up as lost?

currently going with th flow?? hah.

and yeah, and somehow im letting someone back in to redeem 'itself' though of the mistake that most wont come to accept. if rafie know what i mean, i surely kena slap from him or kutok rabak2 rather. but rest assured i wont literally fall for the same trick la.. heh!

alah, u guys know la what im trying to talk about. but why eh? why dont i feel that there is a need for me to find a gf for now? its bothering me actually.hahahaha.. i mean mayb the thought of having a gf is too far la kan, coz my commitments and stuff. i mean it really really really really REALLY needs understanding and not just the word but the meaning that comes with it.

Practically, i dont see it in anyone i know yet. Perhaps this could be the factor that's affecting my malas nak carik gf nyer mood.

its not literally goign out or going to friendster to like FIND a gf. i mean having to see the characters of ppl that really tallys with the 'resume' or 'criteria' that i have or something like that. hahaha. see, PROBLEM BASE LEARNING. it reallly influence my thoughts man.

oh well..see how it goes...thats all la..kk..wanna lie down.. lost today match..did ok but due to one concentraion lapse, i let it one goal..macam isa halim.. tsk!

k lah..

ciao.