match was cancelled today.
bummer.
reached the field, then get a call 'zal game cancel' came early just to warm myself up and keep my mind from stuffs.
so, no thing to do on a sunday.
till i got a comment from the ex gf bestie... it goes like this 'leading a happy life now?'
i dont know whether thats a sarcastic question or not.
but i replied honestly saying im missing the ex gf.
yup. and i miss her soo much today that i shut out from all form of contacts.
not that im running away or what. but the feeling is so overwhelming. yeah, some of u guys will go rolling ur eyes and say tk abes abes!
and then my mind go wondering, on the ex when today's game got cancelled.
the normal sunday goes like this, wake up, psyched myself up for soccer.
go socccer. after match with faiz go makan.
go home, feeling soccer as in tell stories what happened to family.
today's different.
somewhat lonely.
