Football....i had the meaning of that smack in my heart and throught the veins leading to my feet today at night,at a particular basketball court...excellent play...most of them are from former s.league clubs...stamina need to build up.. they r waaaaaaay better than me,....good experience..oh yah..talking bout tackles...of course there are plenty...what? and u'll be expecting a fight..heck no...total sportsmanship were there!! one get up and say sorry and the other smile and say its ok...pow wow...i love this kinda people...they know how to play soccer... the afternoon, went swimming with rev fc mates...was fun..cabut training to go swimming...80% of players went swimming..muahahaha..at the new swimming complex near my house.. the place was ok la...but amongst alll the water parks here..i prefer fantasy island!..too bad have to close down..:( morning after school...met my second mum..haha..my tuition teacher tat is..hahaha...chat for awhile...was fun.... aite.... i'd like to summarise the year im having..sadness... people around me falling sick....i made enemies due to soccer...sheesh..death.... my another grandma passed away just now at KL... mum is on her way there with sis....dad is at hospital looking after his own mum...i miss everyone..the thought off death just made me recall the day i last saw the facial expression of my late grandma..i know she's going... just painful...and when mum pass me the sad news..i was like about to cry..haiz... then there's financial problem....thought of working...mum and dad disallow me from doin that.. friends are only there to lend an ear...give advice...haiz... the person who helped me most is faiz...not faiz hua yi...tis is a diff faiz..respect him loads from what he has gone through...thanks dude... now..sitting alone....at hme..just sobbing away..not crying...sobbing...hurtful memories and last wishes...haiz.. ok..im done...
