can somebody like knock me out? or i just faint in the middle of anywhere i am due to fatigue? or just step in front of a moving car?
well..just to knock me out for a couple of days or so.. waiting and waiting..for tat answer which is probably the worse outcome...i know..but im still waiting..now isnt.that.dumb.
oh well....
well..i did stop stressing for awhile...when sumting brought me to tears..today is ma grandma's death anniversary... the story...
the grandson who always trying to avoid her pinching.. the grandson who always think that she is dirty coz she smells wierd.. the grandson who always couldnt care less about her.. the grandson who hated her..
but then..tis grandson of hers..was getting to know her better when he was in his ending years of sec 3... just as he is beginning to love tis grandmother of his..she left the world..due to kidney failure...he even wanted to deliver his kidney for her.. but doctors say..she is unfit to go for transplant.. he cried...from the lifting of the coffin...to the burial ground... but then...he smile while tears was rolling down his cheeks... coz..he knows that he's the grandson who fullfilled her last and final wish on this earth... he was just about to enjoy the company of his grandma when she passed away...he regretted not spending the other 14yrs of making fun of his grandma... the grandson that i've been talking about...me..
