hey peeps.. went gym today with e1rwan.. had great time then we went play pool.. and nine ball..hahahz.. a lot of tyco shots from me.. hahaz..great game tho..hahahaz
aniways... just had a chat with yus justnow.. u know....looking,hearing,reading about most of my friends who already got their polythecnic package thinggy just makes me feel down..i mean if everytime i listen the word "poly" haiz...i feel demoralise man... here's how i feel... 2005...march...im a sucker at math....love physics hate chem..failure at my own language malay.. humanities follow mood..mostly mood is sleepy..ahakz! aniways...yeah...sydi promise to help me man and norhan in our math..man improved,norhan too..me ok la.. but u see...both my science and math d7...just feel wasted man..WASTED BIGTIME.. i mean i waste a whole year just because of 5 bladi marks.. who knows,mayb it was one mar? but still d7.. i failed two titans subjects..science math..see... im pleased with my malay though..b4.. but all those talks about urmalay will help you..thats just crap to me..haiz.. only god knows how im feeling when the word poly reaches in my head... i've let myself down.... haiz. i mean,polythecnic...that word will straight send pictures to my head man..happy life,independence and allthat stuffs... yeah peeps... thats how i feel.. like a helpless kid,just wishing he could turn back time.. but no matter..I TRIED MY BEST.. have to "STRIVE FOR THE BEST"my primary school slogan
yup...ITE is not a bad place..its me who want it to be good or bad... well....still..life has to go on..weeeee... so,look on the bright side zal..u r still living and not disable or aniting..so,i still have a chance... yup...the feeling of the poly would go away...yup..as soon as i go in ite.. just strive for the best man.. though all down for me,i'd never fail to smile..nevertheless,make people laugh and smile..ahakz! ok lah peeps.. i tink thats all for now yah.. you all take care now.. ciaoz... ;)
