Well,im home now.....just now,suppose to have training...and like..the field cant be used....*dUsH DuSH* damn it.....oh well...then,knowing that there is no training..me,the captain and the rest went to "shelter"...its a hexagonal area...tat we play street soccer in it...well...the "shelter" was already booked with aunties "lancing lancing" ...well..at that point of time...only four off us were there...me,shamil,hazreel and fendi....so,like small kids...we played BLIND MICE...hahahaz..it was fun....hazreel cheated all the way...i was like a monkey climbing to the top of the playground...kekekez.... then the rest came which was like,muhaimin,azhar,HANIF,wan,din...they came with bikes...i mean...bicycles...then they played poker...i was like swinging on the swing...thinking back of old times whereby mum love to push me on the sweing...hahaha...just the thought of that is gonna make me cry...im big now....i was cutt off by fendi's suggestion of playing CARPARK catching....yay...but nobody layan...aww.... but then shamil.....he say....kiter main carpark catching arh..aku belanjer korang...the werd BELANJER.....hahahaz...everybody say....BOLEH ARH...hahahahaz.... then we played and played till like 12noon....the aunties have rileks and BLAH...so,we played soccer.....yay....well...played and played..i've been whacked by the ball at my own balls...and i was liek..."oww"...as in a high pitch "oww"..and i fall....the rest laugh...i too smiled...cant laugh..PAIN..hahahaz....but that's the job for us defenders...hahaz..blocking the ball so it wont go in the goall....evemn if we had to use our BALLS.... then i dribbled the ball..as usual my dribbling sucks......to the core.....i was trapped....i mean in front of me was the ball and in front of the ball is the wall...and asri and azhar was like coming and tackle the ball from me...hahaz...suddenly,this trick came to my mind...a JJ OKOCHA TRICK...the famous footballer...hahaz...i did it and my werd.....BOTH OFF THEM WERE LIKE TRICK...hahaz..and the whole team was like..."BAIK ARH"..or "SKILL BAIK SAK" or "AKU SUKER ZAL NYER TRICK SAK>.LAGI LAWAH DARI AKU NYER" hahahaz....i was like kembang.... anyhoos..all thanks to asri,,,for sending me the video of tat famous soccer player doing his skill..hahahaz...then went home... i was like damn tire...i slept................ woke up.... went to banquet to have dinner...and now..sitting on the computer chair... well...alll this happened....but at the back of my mind..i was stilll weried... how is she??? have she found a new one?? haiz..i wanna call her..but i cant...scared....maybe she think im a coward....or anything..or maybe some ppl have bad mouth talk bout me...i dunno..i wanna call..just now,on the way home...i called her home...and guee what...SHE PICKED UP..and i was like....QUITE...and then i hang up....aaaarggggggggggghhhhhhh...damn it...i hate myself for that.....grrr..... i wanna call now..but maybee its late... haiz...i dunno....tmr..i plan..to sit under her block....wait for her till 4pm then i go for soccer match..but i cant..ader jemputan!!!!!aaarrrrgghhh...at yishun....peeeps..i need help..shud i or shud i not call her..?????....arrgghh..