Sacrifice... what is sacrifice? hmm....is it good? what if i sacrifice something for some other thing so that "things" could be right? wud it be good to me? wudnt i get mad? wudnt i feel sad? wudnt i feel wasted or stupid? shud i? shud i not? must i? i must? im willing to sacrifice my time for ppl and their problems... i guess its good...is iT? yet,i feel unfair.... why? why me? of all the time...now? shud i be the only one who need to tell the truth? or is the some other explanation i dunt even know... i can handle the truth... just smack it into my face... and i stay cool...
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say. I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way. What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? I'm not okay
*writing my thoughts* today is not my day.............................................looks like its gonna be forever....