hiezz...i've been "quite" lately... thing have been running through my mind.... yeahz...just as i were to discuss it with my brothers...well...mick has a problem...well..my problems can wait...even if it is serious or not..i just gotta help people b4 i can help myself...hey,wait a minute....i cant even help myself.. yup...but anihoos...coz of this problems....well...i can say that i am loosing my touch in making good jokes for ppl to laugh.. well...only two ppl Know my problem..and that is..my ex and luqman..well..luqman just know a little bit thats all..coz i talked to him on the train when we going home on the day we go east coast.... well..its not problems actually..its kinda like..."questions"..as in...is it worth in? feeling wasted if everything fails??..."feel down now than feel down later?"...haiz...all of this...leads me to the edge of breaking up.. yet....i think back at my friends..they are behind me...all the way..giving me support...advices... i just cant let them down ryte?? i mean...they wud feel wasted..and i wud be the one feeling down to the core....letting them down and letting me down. brings me to another point...the word faith...yeap...heard this word a couple of times from my frend..yup....they say...if i faith surely i will succed...but what if i cant????? i just dunno.. but then......i told somebody bout my problem..well..i didnt tell her what the real problem is... but she adviced me...tell me not to give up..then i talked to her on the phone...i felt better... felt i was not going to give up... well..i think im not going to give up.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ btw...im getting BLACKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arrrrggghhhh.... all because of the outings and swimming..but it was great..i wonder why azmi and sydi didnt get darker...hmmm
