haiz..today...is a wake up call.for all of us...and i mean all of us..basically a lot of bad results..yup..my results are bad...like farking shit...haiz...still can laugh the whole day...stupid faizal..yup...how can i achieve my goals with this kindda results?? see lar..i haben told my mum yet..she just got back home from work..and im here to give her bad news....shit man...i will not tell till the day report boook is given out....haiz..i JUST HAVE TO KEEP UP with studies now...really..i've already want to go in ite this year...but i go in sec 5 for my mum...and im gonna try make her proud..BUT WITH THIS KINDA RESULTS?!!!!!????? NO way... have to buck up...........wannna ask question to people who reading this blog...: DO YOU THINK ITS TOO LATE TO START STUDYING?????? hmmm...i dunno...lately,i have been revising..not studying...haiz...i cant study when my mind is not at peace....i have to concentrate on three things... 1.getting her. 2. build up my bodyy 3.studies!!!!! haiz...my english some more...of all person,i didnt expect tirmidzi to pass....shit man..i loose to a geek...or shud i say "anti-socialise person"
GREAT..JUST GREAT...i've just unninstall and install back msn messenger....but still cannot llog in...wth man...really bad day..haizzzz.....now i aso must jaga the way i walk...and the way i speak...haiz...sydi just gave me advice.."make her like u for whu u ar.." haiz...i dunno sydi.. aniwaez..i hope this msn thinggy wud get better in a few hours time..coz i really really need to chaat to yusliza...yus wud probably say that "i am a boring person....y waste time chatting with me??" hahaz...i like everything bout her..even her bad points....which i dunno..kekez.. oops..cannot laugh...must serious now...haiz..i dunno whether i cabn keep up...i feel like tearing my head apart..but cannot ar..coz if tear my head...i cannot live to see her face again.. haiz............................
Im glad that Yus is ok...saw her sad face just now...tot off going to her and console her...but saw sab....and im glad...sab noe her better and she noe how too console her..for me??i sucks at consoling people...
well just now,after getting results..luqman was on his "mad" attitude...he make me laugh.. talk nonsense..and i joined him....well i guess that is how we plan to loook at the bright side of life.....but jokes can last for awhile...we cant run from reality...so,must have to get serious....okok peeps...i got to go....must pray...and please answer my question....thankz.... Yusliza: its ok,luckily haben 'o' levels..at least we students noe where we stand...and im at the bottom......way bottom... ciaoz..
