Today.haiz…DAMN FUCKING STRESSFUL.. There…I said it…my brain just wanna burst out….that math paper…holy shit…arh….nebermind ar…no use to be in this state now…it’s over…now must prepare o levels….. Talking bout o levels…my big brother cuzin came to my house yesterday…we had a little chat..and guess what… I HAVE already plan my future… The only and only obstacle is O levels…. If I pass my o levels….u guys wud not see me in quite a time…coz…I’d be gone…somewhere.. Hahaz…yup…the now..must start study….MUST.. If only I have the boost,a person,who cud gimme the boost, who cud be by my side. Serious….im not joking…now im taking this planning my future stuff a bit serious… …and wif my braders help…I’m on my way to preparing myself for the future… Haiz…today,after math I had cough,flu,fever…haiz….all in one….i dunno ar…I feel sick…then as I was cleaning the house…sweeping the floor…I rest on the sofa and dozed off..my mum was surprised…she asked me what happened..i told her bout math..”she say well its over..”then she still asked me…”Is something bothering me?” I just replied..”mum, I wished the happiest day of my life would come soon enuf” she was puzzled…. Only one person noe what is the happiest day of my life other than to pass o levels…the person is nur ili. Seriously,I’ve been helping and cheering people up,but im not the usual cheerful self as b4…thankx to mid yr…u guys can see me smile..but im just a tired,stress,and wishing boy…haiz…I just hope the day will come soon…SOON….i hope a piece of good news arrives… Haiz..i just want a sign…a sign.. I just finish watching this lecture..its about mums…and its very touching…listening to that just make me wanna make my mum proud by achieving my o levels…… Things to start studying. 1. Support from mum(checked) 2. support from frends(checked) 3. self discipline (checked) 4. the happiest day..(not yet)
I just want number 5 to be fulfilled and im on the go for o levels…just one thing…all I ask for…haiz….still feeling sick…guess I stop here ciaoz..take care..
