haiz...i wud like to conclude that all guys(teenagers) wud reach their maturity stage(full) around the age off twenty or after their national service.. aniway.....now im sitting down,alone,in my brother's bedroom which I and only I have cleaned it for like thirty five and a half times..(there is the half coz there was once i clean half way and slept on the bed..hahaz)on this uncomfortable computer chair,listening to an old classic malay song.... the mood is smooth and slow.....the window is wide open...aah..fresh air....in front of me is a plate of nuts(kacang kuda or something like that) and a cup of warm Lipton tea,to fill my stomach till after Smallville....after that im going out with dad,eat dinner at MR Teh Tarik... talking bout smallville..i have missed the shows for 3 times!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaarggghh......all because i go eat at mr teh tarik...that is why i make an arrangement eith my dad tat we are going to eat after smallville..... today.........starting,we have a long malay lesson...well, i tot it was long and boring...but it turns out the other way...it's kinda interesting...made mr amran terperanjat...after telling him my aim for malay is only C6 and i was a lil bit sad for my results as i got a D7...really...my mum told me to score well for my other subjects but for malay...my mum just say...do ur best ok?.... yup...let me tell u guys something...my first bro and third sis,was trained to speak malay when they are small....and I...the centre child....a little bit special...my parents taught me to speak english when i was a toddler.....and at that time all i cud say, as a toddler is...."oh my gosh"..with me small hands on my cheeks...hahaz...i have that picture somewhere in that messy cupboard...hahaz....yup...since primary one,i have troubles with my malay...cant understand that much....that is why mr amran say,the way i write my malay compo is "kanak-kanak" like small kid...told u so...i wasnt surprised....i noe where i stand...yet,i dont want to improve on it...hahaz...well,now i HAVE to improve on it coz of my FUture plans...which somebody already noe....*grins* yup,while realising the mistakes on our mid yr papers..there is a lil bit controvesy<<(is this the correct speeling??) well,im glad that both off them are ok now...yup...after malay lesson,mr amran had a lilttle man to man chat....okok...to the peeps who in malay class just now...mr amran did that because....(deep breath)............................................... He did not want to shout at both off them coz he didnt want both off them want to feel embarassed....he want to call them out and talk to them bout their behaviour in front of the whole class but that wud show that both off them are like kids..lastly,he did that to make us realise our maturity level...... yup.....but its over....mr amran did the ryte thing... u know,i very very stupid...yesterday morning,preparing to go to school.....i had buttoned up my shirt and there is a bottle of perfume in my hand...nope,the bottle didnt fall..i did more stuoi things with that...usually i spray three times,at the waist,at the upper abs,and at my chest....did the first two...and the last one,i stopped and adjusted my uniform a lil bit,not realising that the perfume was pointing at my mouth...and....*psssssst* i sprayed...and i quickly spat and spat and spat..hahaz...morning bloopers.....i tot it was nothing..so while reciting the pledge there is an itch at the part where i am supposed to grow moustache which i haven coz im TOGEL hahahaz.....i scratched for one time....when im at class...i took a peep at my face and my werd......it was like a rash.....azmi called it bubbles...hahahz......gosh.....now havent gone yet...i look stupid...and because of that i shy to talk to yus today..scared she might look at my rash on my stupid faace.....haiz....just chat with her on the phone just now.....feel a lil bit happy after hearing her voice........hearing her voice really soothes me down......im just happy...yup...like her a lotZZZZ.... ;)...aniway its gonna be 3 minutes for SMallville to start...so,i just end here...ciaoz... YUs:i 4got to say take care on the phone just now....so, i say now...Take care..hahaz..;)