Saturday, March 26, 2005
.....first time im doind tis stuff....
well.....eveweting was goin great for me...skool got tis course about self-esteem and other motivatinal stuff....it realli motivates me....few daes ago i fought wif ma parents....now im already gd wif them ...i like it... on the last night of the course.....there is this girl tat i like......she hug me!! i was...like...... damn bladi happy.....i cannot hug back ar pasal my mum is in the skool hall...if she sees tat...i mati ar....i told her "tree werds", she juz smile.....i tot it was a gd sign... then yesterdae night....i confess everything...and i mean EVERYTHING....
she cried.....she told me tat she was touched...damn touched....at tat point...i was happi...i tot evewiting was goin fine..great..wonderful....
but no....today...she said....she dun wan to be stead...y? coz she scared she will lose me...
i was lyke......wanting to bash everything in my sight....realli....in my life...gerls are mean...all im asking for is sincerity....i mean...if da suker samer suker...y not stead?betol tk?.... i told her i can go a long way wif her...ape salahnyer stead kan?
eveweting was fine....now...evewiting was back to normal... i dunno what to do now......
my heart........haiz.......dunno lar....but hey....tis is afro...always smile in front of ppl...
so here i am,trying to solve some of my fwens problems....actualli... i dunno how to settle my own relationship problem.....
i dunno wether there is going to be afro the joker or not....im bleeding ryte now...bleeding inside...well....too bad so sad...life is just not fair...to my fwens..i'll still try to solve ur problems k....
maybe...Afro the joker is already gone...yep...he is gone...
Comments:
AWW.....!!! There's more to life, cheer up ayes! And, plus.. u dun have to smile ALWAYS. Be yourself. *winks*
Ika
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