Sunday, November 22, 2009
What is it that you want actually?
What do we lack?
What do you want from us?
Why are you like this?
Why cant you see?
Why wont you listen?
Where did we go wrong?
Where do we stand?
Where do we turn to?
It is like suicide for them, evey single day.
Dying at every thought.
Dying at every thought.
Crying silently.
I've got responsbilities, one of them is saving you, saving them.
Now, I've gotta work hard and quick, before the unthinkable happens.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Another great week. Though the match just now was dissapointing. But now I know what to work on. School's been great. I find it unsusual though, one of the days I find myself to the library finding books with Adam.
Class was on the ball for Sports Law lesson. Everyone was satissfied with what they have done.
I have not check the grade though. But I am satisfied with what I've done, and what grade I get, it is fair.
Had a few trips to the hospital. One of a peaceful yet sad place to just sit down and think.
The surprise birthday party was a success. Nazz was shocked and speechless. And having beach soccer, flying kites, swimming at the beach was great. God knows how long I went to the beach.
And then, having the orgasmic mutton chop. Baik nyer mutton chop!
These bunch of guys, they're great. I mean I just met them in semester 2 through Faris. And yeah, fun bunch man. I dont feel left out though im the oldest there. The respect they gave, everything, gereks.
Anyways, had a chat with my dad and bro. He said this while we were discussing about soccer, both in pitch and out of pitch, 'When there's a mistake, blame it on yourself. Although the mistake started from another player, you have a choice to stop it. And dont accuse or keep blaming the other party for the mistake and then come around and say i dont like pointing fngers. People will surely hate you for that, be it in the working world, normal world or in the pitch'
And yeah, with that, I do not feel demoralised, yet motivated. I mean if i do a mistake,(like tackling just now. heh heh heh). then i shud have no regrets, accept that mistake and learn from it. Blaming on others, thats just a waste of time u know.
Anyways, it is the last day of Hari Raya.
Again, i would like to say Sorry to all my friends of all races. Maaf zahir batin.
If you guys have some grudges or not happy with me, do approach, dont delete me from fb or friendster or anything like that ya. hahaha. I'd like to know my flaws too.
oh and happy diwali! =)
and this convo is still in my head just now, after the game.
Khai: Kau gangster uh.
me: Asal plak?
Khai: Pasal kau slide gangster. Lepas tu tdier tk attack side kau lagi.
-.-" ahaha
Sunday, October 11, 2009
And so. what happen these pass few weeks in Aidilfitri?well. let me tell you.
Aidilfitri was a blast with people. does not matter the size of the group, little or a lot of people. main thing, having fun, raya mood.
We'll start off with this,sorry kalau gambar not clear ya. take from fb. heh!
zee reunion of my kindergarten classmate, Siti Nurhanizah. and she brought along a few friends. whom i know too.
First is, TINA! yes, sistasista la kan. Semester 2classmate. Laughing and gas.
seriously, she likes to burp a people's ear. ahaha
Second is Farah! My sec schlmate. and her mum used to serve nasi padang to me sydi and luqman early morning before we went to work during the holidays.
Third is Liyana
This friendly lady i met thru lunch with Tina. oh and yeah her performance the other time. awesome la korang
fourth is Ya-Ayishah.
Prettay lady. hip hop to the dikir barat.
dier one of the gerek people i bump into in RP.
Next is outing with my sem 1 classmate. faris laily. and his friends. the outing was fun man. i felt young again? heh. like really. has been a freaking long time since i laughed that hard.
the van that we called, Van Damn. so small, but gerek. bertakbir in the van.
Aidil,faizal,Dharma,Nazz,Faris,FazzWell, the good always comes with the bad,vice versa.
And yes, My Grandfather over at melaka passed away on monday.
3days later, my uncle at negeri sembilan passed away.
i didnt get to see them. Though they'll be in my prayers.
Dad got into an accident recently.
But syukur, everything is alright.
Was a rough ride though. But you dont see me crying or emo-ing eh. hahaha.
Life, has to go on. And incidents like these, just makes me treasure the family even more.
So readers, just say Ilove you to ur parents now! haha.
tc people.
oh and the raya outing with the sec schlpeeps. will be out soon. waiting for pics. them is a special bunch. so in the next post hopefully. ciao sayangs.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Where did the glory days go?
Thursday, September 24, 2009
One needs to listen to both ends of the story to reach the final verdict, true?
Labels: Dramamamamamamama
Saturday, September 19, 2009
yes,i have found my jersey back.The end of Ramadhan. It is sad. No home cooked food, no family eating out around 4.30 in the morning. But yeah, it's a great Ramadhan. Everything is all set, baju raya bought already like finally. House all clean up,mop,smells nice. Except for my brother's room. Im lazy to clean up after him for the moment.
But yeah every body is happy. I am in my room chilling. My point here, to those reading this, take a time off, to think about those who are gone. Just take a second to offer one or two prayers.
Yes I am missing him. And I didnt know that, that is the first and last time we iftar together alongside the NPCC brothers.It is an honour to known him though it was such a short time, we saw each other grow up during our sec schl days with him developing into a natural born leader and an awesome goalkeeper. Alongside with irwan his brother, they taught me alot. You'll always be in my prayers awah Abdul Malik.(al-fatiha)
And Salam Aidilfitri to Everyone. And I apologies for the mistakes I have done. Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
Labels: Salam akhir, salam yang teristimewa
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
hey sayangs.
well I've noticed quite a number of people talking about the latest events that happen around the world.well, dissapoining events from whom we call Our Idols.
Well, there's the Kanye West humiliating Taylor Swift. tsk. I watched the video on youtube, ugh. the nerve macam tk tau malu u know. Want to hog the limelight. But yeah lucky Beyonce was there to make it all right for poor Taylor Swift.
Next, Adebayor's Ill sportsmanship. I mean seriously, is there any need for a celebrtion like that. The most you could do is go to ur ex-manager after the game and thank him. Now that's more worth it.
And then there's Serena Williams, going berserk over the official. The official just sat there containing her cool, but yeah she look like she were gonna cry when she complained to the umpire.And the penalty or Serena, 10.5k fine. Peanuts,for her.
Lastly, Nadal and Roger. tsk tsk. I expected better man. But yeah it was a shocker defeat to that man,Del Potro.yes i watch tennis.
Oh well. Next I caught up with the secondary school mates,well not all of them. There was Nurili(the soccer player now),Nurazri(forever bubbly),Afinny(our interior designer),Saerah(our fashion designer),Azmi(abng coastguard gemuk),Norhan(just came back from coma),Luqman(abang high taste),Farhan(our businessman).
Well, everybody is still the same, ur heart just warms up whenever you're with friends who've known you more than others. Its a pity Nurazri have to leave early, nak gi geylang ngn bf nyer. tkper2, lain kali tkmo leave siang2 eh. ahaha.
anyways, there's a few photos, i guess we are all so caught up in catching up with each other,that we forgot about pictures. and kitorang tk amek group photo and i realise there is no pics of farhan.-.-" tkpe eh. later at the 10th better amek gambar yeah.
i think i will upload the gambar soon eh. aku dah nak makan lagi.
so yea. cheerios sayangs.
"family, i need time."
